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Gotta love these baby blues
I feel bad as a sit here writing this. I feel like a bad mommy. For the record, I, in no way, shape, or form, regret my baby boy. Lately I have just been feeling down. Sad. Depressed. It’s nothing...
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A Dark Cloud
If you are family, please STOP reading now. Thanks Ok… So I’ve been debating whether or not to even write this post, but my doctor says it may be helpful, like some kind of therapy, so here goes...
View ArticleGah I’m SO Angry!
I need a chill pill, seriously! I don’t know why (ppd-maybe?) but I have so much anger and resentment towards everything lately. When I try to “be happy” it’s really hard because I feel like I want to...
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Thankful on a Tuesday…
With all the things my family and I have been going through, I haven’t taken the time to be thankful for what we do have and how blessed we truly are. It’s really hard to stay positive through out all...
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Working on "Me"
I had a major #mommyfail last week. It hit me that I spend way to much time on twitter or blogging, and not enough time being a mommy. I used to only blog during nap time or bedtime, but now that time...
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Today? Was not a good day, at all. It was one of the worst days I have had. Anything that could go wrong, has. It has just been an absolutely awful day. Lucas wanted to be a party [cranky] baby and...
View ArticleI was a bad mom.
It has taken me some time to blog again about my postpartum depression days, days which I pray are far behind me. I tried to be open about my PPD with hopes that it would help the recovery process. And...
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Becoming the best mom I can be…
While nothing can truly prepare me for motherhood, no amount of books I read or advice I listen to, I take steps every day to become a better mom. Simple steps: taking vitamins. In the beginning, when...
View ArticleSometimes, I’m scared.
When I went through postpartum depression, I kept telling myself never again. We won’t have anymore kids because I will not, can not go through this dark hell again. Now that we are expecting baby #3,...
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